贝拉的奇幻花园

An odd and lonely young girl who has severe obssive-compulsive disorder, a single father with twin daughters who is a great cook, a snarky old man without family who is obsessed with gardening. The encounter of those three people has written a beautiful story.

There are a thousand Hamlets in a thousand people’s eyes. From this movie, what I have seen is the unique of every individual, as long as we keep passion of what we truely adore, and be kind, everything will be better. We will meet a bunch of warm-hearted friends, and together, we help each other, enrich each other.

On my way to growth, I tend to do the right thing but not the thing that I actually love, I immerse in the exam competation that I distaste, I lothe joy for thinking that it may be detrimental to my academic performance. Study always comes top of my agenda, but I never do it well.

This time, I finally follow my heart by making up my mind to go to work instead of being tortured by postgraduate extrance examination. I’ve started reading the books that I enjoy, watching the movies that I thought I don’t deserve such luxurious time and that it is a waste of time in the past. Looking back, I’ve found that my previous life was pretty much like those fakirs, but mentally.

Until recently, I have discovered that I enjoy being surrounded by people, I have always considered myself as a independent person who don’t rely on anyone else physically as well as mentally. The thought ocurred to me when I read a book about Tarot the other day, all the three cards that I picked involved human, it is so obvious that I can’t view it as something of a coincidence. As the interpersonal relationship has a major role to play in my life, I can’t ignore it anymore. So I started thinking which kind of friends I should find. The friends that can make me laugh or the friend that is useful.

I have a friend who is very ambitious. She only make friends who are useful and who can help her sometimes. All the friends that she make is out of purpose. I don’t like this way of making friends, but I can’t deny that she has gained something crucial from those so-called friends.

I am on my way to finding the answer. Maybe there is no answer, all the person you met or will meet are destined.