I'm slowly sinking in a vast lake of quick sand.A bottomless pool.I wish I could crawl under a rock and sleep forever.No one understands me.No one in this house can accept my side of the story.I can feel god's eyes looking down on me with pity.I can't never let anyone find out I'm not straight.It would be so humiliating.My friends would hate me.And my family…I've overheard them.They've said that they hate gays.And even God hates gays.It really scares me when they talk that way.Because now they are talking about me.I don't wanna choose sin.I don't.I'm so mad and frustrated god…I seem to be at the end of the road.Why do you remain silent?
我在一片巨大而湍流的沙石中慢慢下沉
像一个无底洞
我想就在石下栖居 长眠
无人理解我
这房子里的人都不接受我
我能感觉到上帝用怜悯的眼光俯视着我
所有人都会知道我是个同性恋
真的好丢脸
我的朋友都讨厌我
还有家人
我听到他们的谈话
他们说他们讨厌同性恋
连上帝都讨厌同性恋
那真的吓到我了
因为我就是个同性恋
我不想选择成为原罪
我真的不想
我真的对上帝很生气也很困惑
我好像已经走到了路的尽头
为什么你还在保持沉默？
My son was always different.His difference began at conception.I knew that.I felt it.I know now…why God didn't heal Bobby.He didn't heal him because there was nothing wrong with him.
我的儿子一直都是与众不同
在他成人的最就已经与众不同
我知道
我感觉得到
我现在知道
为什么上帝没有治愈鲍比
他没有治愈鲍比是因为
鲍比没有什么不正常
There are children like Bobby sitting in your congreggations,unkonwn to you,they will be listening.As you echo Amen and that will soon silence their prayers——their prayers to god——for understanding,and acceptance,and for your love.But your hatred,and fear,and ignorance of the world Gay will silence those prayers.So…Before you echo Amen in your home and place of worship.Think!Think and remember.A child is listening.
有些像鲍比一样的孩子
坐在你们的教堂之中
与你们不相识
但他们会聆听
当你们念出阿门
他们也许将不再祈祷
向上帝祈祷理解
接纳
和你们的爱
但是你们的厌恶 恐惧
和对同性恋的漠视 会让他们放弃祈祷
所以
你在家中或者教堂里念出阿门之前
先想一想
请记住
一个孩子在聆听
HD
