I carry the gift to my girl
i left my heart on the truck
i scream i scream
it's a boy it's a boy
i jump i jump
i hug my friend
i accept my fate
i am dead
totally
it's my little boy
it's my lovely girl
it's my useless cowardice
it's my road to die
but why ,why so funny
why so hard for me
to accept my love my precious damn faith
why not give me another chance
why not give me a hand a hug
i tell you ,god
i am going to crush you
you motherfucker
but it's all too late
because my faith my love
they are fucking useless
i just want die ,die already
but please god
show me how to do
what i should do
give me strength
then i can go
go to my lovely girl my little boy
but i left my heart on the truck
i have no heart to face them
i am so useless
please god help me
i lost my present on the truck
these for my child for my love
please god
give me time
let me back to that time
let me carry the lamp to my little boy
then i meet Annie
my girl my love
but the reality
there is no time
there is no space
there is no love
just heat
just death
because of my coward
because i am little bustard
i have no right to love
i have no heart to love
just heat
just dead
my love
what should i do
what can i do
talk to me
listen to me
please
give me the light
so i can walk
walking on the road without love