蘇格蘭生長的 Evelyn 說話很慢，帶些微奇怪的口音。當電影看到中段，我才明白她其實是個幾近全聾的人（profoundly deaf），沒有助聽器雙耳根本無法聽到聲音。八歲起逐漸失聰的她沒有轉學去就讀聾啞學校，而是探索和適應身體的變化，從鋼琴轉而修習擊打樂器。她的音樂老師教她用手掌扶住墻壁，以體會不同音調的鼓聲裡掌心的不同振感，漸而在這個過程中她獲得更為深刻的聆聽——用身體的聆聽——她聽到一個不尋常的世界。
她可以讀唇語，可以說話。她像尋常人一樣生活。她演奏時不要戴助聽器。
我蹩腳的文字很難對她的世界做出闡釋，也許只有摘錄她的話——
Hearing is a sensation for which you need your whole body…and my whole life is about sound; you know, it’s what makes me tick as a human being.
聆聽是一種需要用全身體投入的知感。而我的一生都與聲音息息相關，聲音賦予我存在的涵義，它是我生命時鐘的擺。
Hearing is a form of touch, something that’s so hard to describe because in a way…you know, something that comes, sound that comes to you, you know, you, you can feel as though you can literally, sort of, almost reach out to that sound and feel that sound.
聆聽是一種無法言會的觸摸。這種感覺，如同是，當聲音向你靠近，你幾乎可以迎身上前去感知它。
Silence is probably one of the loudest sounds… and heaviest sounds that you’re every likely to experience.
寂靜或許是人一生可以體會的最強烈、最沉重的聲音。
The opposite of sound … definitely isn’t silence … in my mind anyway… I think the … I don’t even know if there is such a thing … well, there must be an opposite, actually … but… What that is, I don’t know … I wonder whether it is something that is more static, something that you can take away with … with you … It’s the closest thing that I can imagine … to … to death.
在聲音的對面是什麼，我不知道，但我想，那絕對不是寂靜。也許聲音之外別無他物，如果有，大概是某種更為靜止、某種與你可以相攜而去的存在……在我想像中，那最接近於……死亡。
Being a musician, being a dancer, being an artist, you know, is all about the sense of touch, really … the form of communication is about touch, and I don’t literally mean … that kind of thing, I , I mean, touch is just something that … a little bit like hearing, it’s just so vast, you know, we need all our senses for the others to function, we just do, and, you know, to take away the eye, it’s, it’s not a big deal; to take away the ear, it’s not a big deal; all the other senses will become that particular sense that you’ve lost, you know, this is what the mysterious sixth sense is about, you know, it creates a, a type of sense that, you know, we, we never knew existed until one or the other disappears … you know, in the same way that if suddenly I couldn’t function as … an actual percussion player, I’d never ever stop being a musician because I couldn’t communicate through the percussion instruments, you know, I’d always be a musician because that’s something that is so internal and no-one can take that away, you know, no-one.
對於一個樂者，一個舞者，一個藝者，一切表達都是某種意義的觸知，我們溝通的方式也是一點觸知。譬如這種種聆聽，它的涵義和潛能是如此廣闊，我們需要所有的官能彼此協助以運營，因而失明、失聰並沒有那麼可怕，你剩餘的感官會補足你的缺憾，它們的甦醒創造了一種唯有失去才可獲得的知感。也許那就是神秘的第六感。即使我有一天突然不能再演奏擊打樂，我也不會停止音樂。音樂是一種內心，它不會因無法由某種方式傳達而就此消逝，就如同聆聽不會因為失卻雙耳而停止。我，將永遠是一個樂者。
(See full transcript in English: http://www.touch-the-sound.com/tts/inhalte/downloads/dateien/scriptenglish.pdf)
