"I think you know how to love better than any of us. That's why you find it all so painful." --Perfect footnote for Fleabag.
Love is awful, it’s awful.
It’s painful. It’s frighting.
Makes you doubt yourself, judge yourself.
Distance yourself from the other people in your life.
Makes you selfish.
Makes you creepy.
Makes you obsessed with your hair.
Makes you cruel!
Makes you say and do things you never thought you would do.
It’s all any of us want and it’s hell when we get there.
So, no wonder it’s something we don’t want to do on our own.
Yes, love is awful. It's never easy and takes strength to know what's right. It's somewhat bullshitting saying "It's easy when it feels right." A love isn't something that weak people do. It won't serve you right, always coldfeeting of taking steps and making changes.
When you find someone you love, it feels like Hope. That is, the more you have it, you fall harder while it hurts you, breaks you, turns your life upside down.
Still, you crave and yet fear having it; try to grasp that beaming light at sight, even at the far-end and you could barely see. That doesn't come easy, starts nowhere and you want it so bad, just before you could realize, you think about - whoever that is, day and night, not knowing where it leads you.
Well, just don't stop trying.
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