鸟类变形记

“aquilo que não te lembras,inventa...” 记不住的，去创造

“Aquilo que o ser humano não consegue compreender, ele inventa." 理解不了的，去创造

那个inventa被轻轻念出来的时候，我想只有在这个电影中，好像真的有什么东西新生出现了，本来是那大山中萦绕的雾气，通过被发明的，飘进了我的呼吸里。

下面这段不用读完，大意是妈妈存在于认知中的每一个角落。

My mother is in discussions

about the existence of God and UFOs.

She's in autumn, in the yellow leaves

that gently fall on the sidewalk.

My mother is

in the tidying up of chests,

in the tidying up

of our childhoods by age.

Who else besides her would have kept

the toys that João made when he was 6?

My mother is

in afternoon treats, in tea,

in the brown couch

that doesn't exist anymore

and in the bookmark collection.

My mother is in Montargil, in the orange

trees that bear fruit all year round,

in the unconditional love for flowers

and in her short nickname, Triz.

My mother is in red mullets

from Setúbal, in foolish decisions,

in the humility and violence of nature.

My mother is in the love letters

that are locked in a chest,

she's in the Christmas dinners

prepared by my sister.

My mother is in my sister's eyes,

in João's nose, in Nuno's shoulders,

in Zé's gentleness, in Pedro's empathy.

My mother is in my laughter,

in my freckles

and in the inability to make plans.

My mother is in the Land Reform.

My mother lives in the crimson cloths,

in the green felt curtains,

and in the vinyl record we made

so our father

could hear our voices out at sea.

My mother lives in the sunset

and every day

she dives to the bottom of the sea.

这个妈妈是可替代的，妈妈可以指向每一个妈妈一样陪伴我们的人，如此与我们相伴相爱以至于产生了千丝万缕的关系的人。

观看这个电影，进入第一个画面，第一个念出的词时，就要接受作者对我们进入她记忆、精神的邀请（整个title出现前其实都是一封邀请函了，那些说是ppt的我真的求求你们别活的跟个机器一样，作者通过电影似乎浑然天成的创造幻境般回忆的能力竟然被理解成ppt，是你们自己拒绝了与别人建立交流）

每一个画面和语言都在时间线上相互呼应，在线性前进的故事里却无时无刻不是包含着每一刻的情绪。虽然电影里出现大量的静物，让人容易进入到象征主义的分析里，但我个人认为应该完全抛下这套分析，这些静物不是某种寓意，他们本身就是记忆，直通感情。电影中间，（我印象中）多次发问，植物会思考吗，就是直接赋予了每个画面本质真实存在性的生命，连同记忆的生命，无需被解读。这也正是这个电影如此吸引人（至少我）的地方，你只需要在她创造的河流里流淌，（她也多次提到了河流），你只需要作为一个人拥有的基本感情，无需理智文明和其他后天形成的东西，都可以享受并与之共鸣。

完全版英文文本：https://subslikescript.com/movie/A_Metamorfose_dos_Pssaros-11625100

（有人有葡萄牙语原版的也可以留下链接，但我觉得这个电影做到了跨越语言了，我想作者本人也是想做到这样一种跨越语言的方式与观众交流的，中间用各国语言说父亲母亲就是很直接的明示了）