还是穿着往常的衣服 ，徐徐走上台
广场万众信徒已就位，红衣主教也两边排开站好
漏出久违、苍老、尴尬、勉强的笑容
显得那么苍白无力，憔悴，悲伤
蓝里带绿的眼睛仍是那么漂亮
When they asked her" Who is God?"
"God is a line that opens"
replied the blessed juana, she was just forteen years old.
and no one understand what it was she was trying to say .
And then , all the children asked the dying blessed juana dozens of questions:
"Are we dead or are we alive ?
Are we tired or are we vigorous?
Are we heathly or are we sick ?
Are we good or are we bad ?
Do we still have time or has it run out ?
Are we youg or are we old ?
Are we clean or are we dirty ?
Are we fools or are we smart ?
Are we true or are we false ?
Are we rich or are we poor ?
Are we kings or are we servants ?
Are we good or are we beautiful ?
Are we warm or are we cold ?
Are we happy or are we blind ?
Are we disappointed or are we joyful ?
Are we lost or are we found ?
Are we men or are we women ?"
"It doesn't matter" , replied the blessed juana,as she lay dying at age of just eighteen,
And she added on the verge of death,
with tears in her eyes: God does not allow himself to be seen .
God does not shout, God does not whisper .
God does not write , God does not hear ,
God does not chat, God does not comfort us .
And all the children asked her : Who is God ?
And juana replied : God smile .
And only then did everyone understand.
And now, I beg all of you,smile , smile ,
one day, I will die, and I will finally be able to embrace you all one by one .
I will , and I have faith that I will .
我一直不明白God smile 是什么鬼，后来才知道，每一个人都会微笑
直到最后的最后， 他愿意去拥抱信徒了，完整的圣人转型成功，终于“埋葬”了童年的父母
完结
